the days i recall being wonderful

OUT!

2006-09-08T13:04:00.000-07:00

yankeecandee.diaryland.com

THE HOLIDAY

2006-09-07T13:02:00.000-07:00

im backkkkkk!!!!

i cant believe im actually blogging in the wee hours of the morn with a cup of ice wine beside me.

ok lets get this over and done with.no pictures for everybody cuz im really lazy to upload it.but i must say i relaly did enjoy the trip,other than the industrial visits of course.HAHA!

made many many many new friends!china and hongng is sucha wonderful place for shopping and food.disneyland was no lousier.fabulous.now im so looking forward to universal studio.ok i bought many many things in china.i got myself shades and a ring and before i got back to singapore,i lost all of them.like what the fuck?yeah what the fuck.got a few discs here and there.jay was on the list of course.

i spent a bomb on metal gear display characters and i kinda regretted it.bought a stitch softie and its lying happily on my bed now.tigger and piglet from disneyland is super super cute.and lastly,calvin klein eternity for men from DFS singapore.

to summarise all the shit,the trip was fucking good.not forgetting the sticks,keeping me alive throughout.such an irony isnt it,i thought its supposed to kill me.anyway,ill quit.SOON

got to get outta here guys.SEE YA!

2006-08-26T09:02:00.000-07:00

say bye to sg.hi to china!

and just for the fun of it,edison chen beat daniel wu to the title "hongkong's most handsome guy".

okayy bye everybody!

2006-08-23T10:55:00.001-07:00

HEY DUDES!WHO WANTS TO BE ON DVD?*screams from the crowd*

okay anyway.i know everybody is beginning to miss my presence RIGHT?yeah right so here i am presenting to you the ingeniutic GOHSENGLIANG.

i tell you what freaked me out last night.you know what?i actually dreamt that i got kidnap on my trip to turkey(and god knows what the hell am i doing there).and those turkey bastards treated me like shit.they even wanted to kill me!damn it!and you know whats the ransom?FOUR GOD DAMN BIG BAGS OF BREAD.LIKE WTF?ok i know it sounds dman stupid but its supposed to be a dream.oh well...........................

EVERYBODY!THE EXAMS ARE OVER!*cheers from the crowd*holy shit now tell me,how long have i waited for this.finally i can really do something healthy like balling,swimming,balling,swimming,balling and back to swimming.but then again,looks like im flying off to china soon. ): okay okay.SO DOES ANYONE IN THE AUDIENCE WANTS TO SEND ME OFF?i know everybody is dying to just that its hard to admit when it comes to this kinda thing.LOL.yeah ill be off for 12 days so please miss me alrite.ill be gone just for a mere 12 days so dont be sad..HAHAHAHAHAHA!

you know..im so used to blaberring shit and i talk nonsense like most of the time.90% of what i say everyday is plain bullshit.ok my point here is i talk about everything and anything.but when it comes to asking someone out,MY BODY FEELS NUMB AND MY JAWS ARE LIKE 20KG,SO HEAVY TO EXTENT OF NOT BEING ABLE TO USE MY MUCSCLES TO MOVE IT.and no,thats a not a very good thing i suppose.and the one thing i very well know is,if im going to continue procrastinating,ill never get it done.and im so gonna see her hold another guys hand and living happily ever after.AND WHAT THE HELL CAN I DO ABOUT IT?HUH?im just gonna sit at one corner,pout,and blame life for being unfair.and yeah you know what,thats actually one of the signs of turining into a wimpish loser.i cant believe it,ITS ACTUALLY HAPPENING TO ME.IT HAS ALREADY TAKEN ITS TOLL.NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

this is gonna be a rather long post and i think the next one will be when i come back from my trip.then.....im gonna tell you guys how much i enjoyed myself and let you all drool.NAH.im not such an asshole.

SOOOOO,looks like its time for me to do my stuffs.now i shall take this opportunity to thank all my fans out there for their ongoing support and I LOVE YOU GUYS.THANK YOU MANCHESTER!

BYE!

2006-08-23T10:55:00.000-07:00

2006-08-20T10:08:00.000-07:00

WHY CHELSEA WIN SIALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!

i miss you so much.so much so to the extent of calling my pillow your name.LOL.hahahahhaha!

bless me for tmr's paper.

fate : goodluck sl,you are going to fail again.and again.and again.wahahahahaha!
sl : yeah thanks. *pouts*

2006-08-16T08:38:00.000-07:00

ok everybody!heres the real deal.i've got some really good news for everybody and i've never felt so confident in my life before.im so confident that i will flung my ECM paper.CHEERS!fuck.

and im telling you it sucks to be sick.LIKE TOTALLY.i cant get any shit into my brain and i went to the exam hall today and panicked,like an asshole.and im also proud to say i will do badly for my FA.thank you everybody and sorry june!

so lets see,looks like screwed up both years in my poly life.maybe i should just go and die or something.BUT NO WAIT.wait wait wait..theres always an alternative.like maybe a degree can cover and overwrite my diploma.OH YES,i realised im a genius after all.but still..............................................................no university is going to accept a student like me.OK NOW IM EMO...im the emo god!haha

apparent im like supposed to be in a festive mood cause the exams are almost over.sighss.life is so contradicting.IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE WHO THINKS LIFE SUCKS?*me! me! me! me!*ok lets all go die together.heres the plan,we shall all suffocate ourselves with carbon monoxide in the car.well, at least its better than jumping of the building with your brains splattered everywhere.i mean if my spirit sees my body ill be damn sad laaa.AND WHAT THE HELL AM I TALKING ABOUT?LIFE IS SO COOL WITH ME AROUND CAN! *the sunglass face*HAHA!

ok i think i need a stick.like........NOW?

BYEEEEEEEEEE!

2006-08-13T12:17:00.000-07:00

HOLY SHIT.
i was walking down the road outside my house and preparing myself for some great supper for my hungry stomach when i freaking got a damn shock.there was this car parked along the road and as usual,its nothing surprising cause cars usually park along the road in private apartment areas.so as i was walking closer,i took a glance up and saw this ah ma sitting inside the car and beside her was this ah gong.LIKE WTF?i swear i got a shock.no headlights no nothing.ok enough of scary stories.

watched fireworks with peanut,trey and zk ytd.fucking fantastic.the previous one i watched was nothing compared to yesterdays one la.yeah so after that,we strolled around and ended up at merlion city.and im telling you that place is the best place to chill out.the land/sea breeze(whatever) is soooooooo niceeee.i could have lied there forever.

anyway,i think life is so damn cool with me around.HAHA

BYE.

2006-08-08T12:28:00.000-07:00

YAY!

uccd is finally over.for now i guess.PLEASE,i dont wanna retake this module.no more wenda NOOOOO!please let me pass.i really dont care about the grade,just a pass and ill be grinning ear to ear.okayy,we headed down to boat quay and chilled at starbucksy.i cant belive im having 2 intakes in 2 days.no wonder my wallet is suffering "out-takes".yeah whatever.

then the 4 of us zk,trey, peanut and me caught the fireworks at nine.15mins but it felt like 5.at that moment i actually thought how nice it would be if she was by my side.nice fantasy.anywayss,we headed down to eski bar and slacked a lil.NOW THIS IS SO EMBARASSING.we went in and according to the "rules",each of us must order a drick.and dennnn..it was not cheap.so we ordered the cheapest and when she billed us,i thought he had money,he thought he had money and in the end we did not have enough.HAHA.had to run the nearest atm machine to draw and pay.SO PAISEH LA!so later,treys retarded friend priscilla,came to meet us.and we went to "old market" to eat.and we cam whored retardedly!wooohoooo!

took the night rider home and here i am with my eyelids about to slam against each other.well it was really fun..as in REALLY.and now,HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

BYE~~!

2006-08-06T20:40:00.000-07:00

the reason why i dont tell you about the things that im thinking of is because i dont want any resistance.you wont understand anyway.its been 18 years so i doubt you will EVER understand.forget it,life sucks just like that.give and take always happens and nobody is perfect.just let me do what i want to do and dont ask so much.any consequences,ill face it.alone.

i soooo wanna perform at mjc talentime but freaking clashed with china.i shouldnt have agreed to go to china.BIG MISTAKE.i could have stayed in sg,saved the money and still have loads of fun.ARGH,talentime.holy shit.i already can imagine how much fun it will be to perform,as a group.and now,its dashed.

saturdays bball 3 on 3 was a flop.boohoooo.when will i ever achieve something that will at least do myself proud.when siallllllllllllllllllll.........................

god,tell me where my talent is.yes i know,bullshitting.ok exams.

BYE!

2006-08-03T11:03:00.000-07:00

just one last report before the exams.LAST ONE.

i dont know why everytime during this period(the pre exam period),i always get thte feeling that i am going to do real badly for the exams.then..ill get demotivated and then..ill really flop.WHY SIALLLL.

I CANT WAIT FOR THE EXAMS TO BE OVER SO I CAN FIND AN EXCUSE TO DATE HER.haha!

oh yes,happy 17th birthday buddy fionieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.every year without fail,ill always remember your birthday and you always forget mine.you pig.HAHA

ok bye!

2006-07-31T08:20:00.000-07:00

schools sucha bitch!

AND MY EXAMS ARE NEXT WEEK!!ARGHHHHH!

time to kick so ass.real hard.BANKAI!whahahaha

2006-07-23T07:13:00.000-07:00

i feel soooo emoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!argh!

im beginning to so hate myself.

-i cant play the guitar well
-i cant make proper decisions
-i cant even get simple things done and yet i ask DUMB questions.
-i buried myself in a hole of shit and now i cant climb up.

very good.i think i should just go and die.i've got a presentaion tmr and nothing is done,YET.

armor for sleep sounds good.and the myspace song.haha!

2006-07-20T10:48:00.000-07:00

so how can i complain,
when everybody seems to know my name
you're out of luck you're all out of time
just talk to me awhile
we talked about the things we used to see
its so hard to make you SMILE.

emo emo emo emo emo emo emo.

i hope i dun bring my emo-ness to court tmr.cause its the bball day!yes,lets celebrate.HURRA HURRA DIE SCHULE BRENNT[i think its spelt like that].

i hate emo-ness.really.and i dont wanna talk about it.

goodnite people.lovess

2006-07-19T09:53:00.000-07:00

short update here before i turn to my sweet lil pillow.

scored a shell shocking 92 marks for financial accounting.fuck it.i really cant believe it.but anyways,credits to all time favourite lecturer mrs june chua for remedial-ling and motivating me.thanks loads.

i hate to be in a dilemma.

and i need a partner for pirates.i wanna watch keira knightley cause she is so damn hot.

ok nite.

2006-07-18T09:15:00.000-07:00

im so happy im so happy im so happy!and im sad at the same time dont ask why.

im happy cause i balled today.yes i balled!are you surprised?heh heh.im no longer immobile.YES!so if theres anyone out there who wanna date me[please please please ask me out for pirates],please dial 1900-date-me-sengliang.ill be eternally grateful.haha!

oh yes,talking about the 1900 hotline,i actually dialled it today and wasted 2 bucks.damn it.WAIT,before you start imaginating the perverted me,STOP.it all actually started with fatass.that bastard.im really lazy to elaborate what happened so im just going to let you guys know the bottomline.CHAT HOTLINES ARE FOR GAYS.PERIOD.

i dont know why i cant play minerva here.and to my fellow guitarist,ill send you the song when im free.and next week,we shall start on a new single.it shall be widely acclaimed again.haha

time to sleep.bye!

2006-07-17T07:40:00.000-07:00

i wonder why am i listening to jay chou - ye qu.im supposed to be a rockstar.haha whatever la.suits my mood.

presentation was a big flop today.well,for me only i guess.thats what happens when you go in with a blank brain.stayed out lectures and revised fa in the library.4 hours of revision kind of salvaged me,i hope.

i really dont wanna disappoint junneeeyy chua.and yes her 2 sons are super duper cute.i got the urge to actually kidnap them.haha!somehow,i feel like going to bintan for a quick break before my china trip.imagine facing clear blue sea and enjoying the breeze,with your best friends.i cant ask for more,really.

anyways,lifes good and peaceful.i love everyone.bye!

2006-07-15T10:38:00.000-07:00

ok im in the mood now so lets all enjoy a very nice song by fightstar.ermmm correction,resung version by fightstar and originated by deftones.

MINERVA!

i just got myself 2 extra ear piercings for the fun of it.projects and exams are nearing,AND SO ARE THE HOLIDAYS.woohooooooo!just merely a month away and I CANT WAIT.but then,FA test in on monday.boohooooohoooooo!i really dont wanna disappoint mrs june chua hui ming[why am i even using her full name?wahahahaha] cause she really did put in alot of effort into stuffing shit accounting theories into my pea brain.and that,i truly appreciate. (:

i want to get my powerpoint slides done now so i can study FA tmr.must go church tmr must go church tmr must go church tmr must go must go!

i know everybody is loving this song and in their heart,begging me to send it to them.but sorry folks,i bought it from 7digital.com and its only limited to 3 downloads which means 3 persons.so life sucks and too bad for you.dont scrimp and just pay for it.2 bucks for a marvellous song is a cheap deal there.

right.the night is great and have a good rest everybody,for jacksparrow is back!

bye!

2006-07-13T10:52:00.000-07:00

i need a whole load of good sleep, which apparently god doesnt want to grant it to me yet.im tired im tired im tired im tired.good news, i have work tmr.one more piece of good news,i can actually RUN.so it means i can start exercising.WOOHOOO!

i met up with everybody today for coffee session at srg gardens.okayy not everybody..well,at least there were the few of us.bottomline, had fun.

oh noes.i hope im not missing her.seriously,not now.i thought it was over.

WEIRD.

2006-07-11T09:47:00.000-07:00

you know what?i actually got the temptation to upload a really nice song for everybody to listen.

BUT,due to the heavy workload and mass projects im still dealing with,im in a foul mood.so no songs for everyone.next time laaa

im both mad and sad at the same time.because i guess im most probably gonna lose a friend.not a very close one but still,my cigs provider.i know this sounds stupid but i hate it when everything starts breaking apart.i mean it just boils down to ONE word,childish.MAN im telling you this KILLS.friendship i mean.looks like ive gotta come up with a book for dummies called "ways-to-deal-with-my-kiddy-behaviour".okayy im not mocking anything but im really sad.well,at least i wrote quite long paragraph on someone im not really close to.so this shows im kind and yes i know that.haha

im updating for the sake of updating.uccd is next.oh and one more thing,guys dancing para para at arcades,they arent gay,they are just..hopeless.gross

bye

2006-07-09T10:47:00.000-07:00

im having a bad week and sad to say,its not going to get any better till the next month.fuck

ive got a whole shit load of projects yet to be done and it just keeps piling piling and piling.im so fucked up with school work.really.and everytime i want to get started on something,i dont know where to start with,cause everything is left undone.ok to prove that im not a cynic,

the three assholes stayed over at my house ytd and we had some fun.other than that,life's a bitch.

its time to reconsider the decision again,whether to quit school anot.well,as much as i love to,we all know i cant.so what im saying is actually redundant no?things will get better,i hope.

2006-07-03T06:52:00.000-07:00

my body is warm again.thank god

im telling you,hours ago,i could hardly breathe.i felt as if,as if..my heart was beating at a rate of ermmmm..10 beats per minute?and i could feel my brain going dead due to the stupendous lack of oxygen going into it.i thought,i thought i was going to die.i mean im EIGHTEEN people!you dun expect boys who are 18 to die because of a heart attack right?right.of course im still alive thanks to the mercy of jesus christ and the love of mother mary.hail the lord.ok skip this,i know you guys wanna know what exactly happened.

*bloom bloom bloom* -turned back the time to 430pm[the prime time for the xiaomeimeis to go home for dinner]

i was on my way home with fat ass as usual after school and boarded the train at outram park.man,it had been a nice day,nice weather,good lessons and i was looking forward to a good trip home.apparently,that was not the case.destiny had it all planned nicely for me.at dhoby ghaut,"dong dong dong dong dong,dhoby ghaut station,passengers alighting at jurong east or marina bay,please alight and transfer at the next platform"[it went something like that,i cant really remember] doors opened,and 4 "hot chicks" catwalked into the cabin.ok maybe i should not be talking about 2 of them.ok i should not.so now its 2 hot chicks.basically,both are them are really hot.i cant describe.so hot that i had my sidekick,kc,to take a model shoot for me.unfortunately,due to some technical fault,i have to delay my picture posting but i cant delay my entry because..i just have to share it with everyone!stay tuned for the pictures alright?ok back to the story.and then this 2 chicks sat down across where im seating and played music with their handphones,its speakerphone mind you.ermmm wait,im not sure if what they are playing is actually music.i know im biased towards rock music but im telling you,its the weirdest songs ive ever heard.its chinese yes,but its not from jay chou or what ever linjunjie shit.its just like,how do i put this across,its just like some xiaoming on the street singing.what i mean to say is the song SUCKS.NO and im not biased.ITS TRUE.i got EAR WITNESS OK.never mind.thats secondary.the main thing here is how they dressed and look.ok i know its a sin to judge people.yah i know i know.ok you guys wont understand till you have seen it all.

phew.eye opener indeed.looks like maybe im just too detached from the secondary school way of life.*takes a deep breath* im just glad its over.oh yes yes!i suddenly remember why im still alive.i wore a cap today!ill show you guys how i wore my cap in the mrt.AND IM NOT EXAGERRATING.i almost covered my whole face with it.literally.my eye sight has been failing me since young and i dont wanna aggravate it.my dress sense is not that horrendous and i dun wanna poison it.await the pictures and you shall see light..

2006-07-01T03:49:00.000-07:00

woohoooo!ive recovered from some bullshit disease.well i thought i was supposed to quit blogging but looks like im really bored to the extent of starting another one.

now fuck.ive gotta treat 3 assholes to drinks.dun ask why period.

ok bye!

2006-06-29T21:58:00.000-07:00

sick sick sick sick sick.